sometimes i say fuck it

because there's nothing else to say.
because resources have been excercised.
because there has been no time in the set aside for fun.
maybe i require fun in order to function properly.


i suppose everybody should, in their own respect, require fun for functionality.
fun is what keeps us doing whatever it is we're doing, of course.

i get quite frustrated, however, when people forget that.
when they get so caught up in their scholastic life that no second is allowed for a mere hello. how are you.

i feel i try and give that to people.
i am sorry if i don't.
and i wish that you could give it, too.

reciprocation in friendship.
reciprocation in life.
these two things will never be fully realized, to be sure.