it's only logical

i should write a blog right now
because i feel it
i hear it in my head
but i can't
because i'm afraid of what i will read tomorrow


i'll sign off now and do something mundane

deep breath

i know now. i figured it out today. it hit me so violently that i think i may have screamed out loud...in the middle of class.

i have a reason to smile every second i am awake.
everything that attempts to bring me down outside of that,
well,
is of no comparison.
the reason to smile is always more powerful.


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what a silly thought to think otherwise.